FREEDOM EQUALITY HAPPINESS FOREVER

My school year is over now.    This is a very positive news as I waited for it since it only started,  but,  however,  I can`t say I even believe I`m partly free and can do what I like and what I have to do.   I still haven`t recovered completely from getting not a very good mark on physics…  

This is a joke.   Of course,  I recovered because I have never cared.     Don`t know what I`ll be doing on holiday.  It`s a very very complicated problem.   What`s very possible is that I will sleep a lot and will get tired from sleeping a lot very soon so I`ll get some serious sleeping disorder.    As usually,  my holiday won`t be full of fun.  I can easy imagine myself reading the one thousandth-stupid-brilliant-book of the century written by some popular genius of the modern art or walking helplessly around the street not knowing what else to do.    I`m a boring person and spend the time the boring way.   Sometimes I think I`m at least forty years older than I`m really am.

Thoughts are made of water and water always finds a way.

- Dave Eggers, You Shall Know Our Velocity! (via bookmania)

lazy ass

I didn`t mind doing what I had to today.      I was even morally prepared for starting writing my project on advertising ( as I was sure I would do it myself,  what could be easier ) ,   but then I realised it was absolutely impossible and found myself feeling too lazy to download the project from the Internet.    I just thought that if anyway I was going to download it I could do it tomorrow.   I even know what I`ll be thinking tomorrow because tommorrow I will be too tired from sleeping in the morning and will not find a time to do something as useless and stupid as this project.     No,  really, nobody needs this.    So why should I start doing this at all?